Just look at the sky.........Asslamualaikum kawan2...
Slamat hr Jumaat na.... pejam celik.. pjam celik... dah hr jumaat...
Kjap je kan... hehe... ari nie I'Allah nk blaja sket2 ng mak aku....
Nak masak ikan bakor... n maybe sotong masak singgang... heee...
Adik aku mnat bebeno nah mkan sotong masak camnie....
Ok... hr Jumaat cam ginie... aku nk bercoret sket r....
Psal kisah aku kcik2 smpai la umur dah tue nie...
Kisah nye berkisar psal cite2 ku... heee...
Ape sbenanye y aku nak jd time aku besar2 sek sok...
n ape y aku alami skrg nie... xpernh ak terpkir pn...
Dlu cde dlm dictionary aku.. acountg... ape bnd tuh...
xtau bnd pn... heee... igtkan org y jd kndg kude... hahaha....
Seigt ak... mase kecik2... mase tu xslap drjah satu...
Biase r.. kan ade sesi kenal2... pastu siap ade malu2 ag dok knal2 kan dri... haha...
Mase tu ak igt ag... rmai r org nk jd doktorlah... engineerlah... posmenlah... heee..
tp kalau xslap... rmailah y nk jd ckgu... tp aku xnk...
sbbnye mak n ayah aku ckgu... n diorg garang giler kowt... heee...
Jd ak xsuke jd ckgu... kuikuikui...
Pastu mase tu xttp r nk jd ape... kjap bile tgk ckgu ade jamuan mkan bes2...
owh jd nk jd ckgu... Pastu skali tgk dlm tv org tu jd business man... nk jd busnss man jgak...
Pastu ade hero2 hndustan y jd doktor... owh nk jd doktor jgak...
Pastu tgk citer X-files... owh nk jd mcm si Mulder tu... forensik...
Hbs sume nk jd... mcmlah dri nie pelbagai kan.... heeee...
Pastu skali tuh... adela time darjah due xslap ak...
Tertgk r kat langit.. nmpak lah si besi terbang... Superman.. jd nk jd superman... hahaha..
xde r gurau je.. Mase tu tertgk r kapal terbg... Then mase tu terdtik...
Best jgak kalau dpt jd pilot... wow.... Mase tu byklah angan2 nye...
Ckap omputehla... tp xmcm org puteh bunyinye... hahaha...
Tup2... jdlah bsar... dah form 4... Mase nie masih lg bercter2 nk jd pilot...
Aku igt ag... stiap kali ade artkel psal kpal terbg... owh aku keratlah...
Pastu siap tau ag boeing nielah... boeing tu lah...
Kwan2 ak dok tgk kete.. ak plak dok mgelamn pasal kapal terbg je...
Siap ak tny abg kwan ak ag.... cane nk jd pilot...
Pastu die siap nk bg tip2 ag... sbb abg kwan ak nie pilot...
Die siap nk tlg ak lg... Skaaaaliiii...
Mak n bapak ak xbg... Xbg die bkan boleh di negotiate lg...
tp mak ak trus ckp... 'Xleh2 naty jtuh kapal terbg tu br tau...'
Bpak ak plak... 'xleh2 naty asyik tgk pramugari y pkai skirt xckup kain...' hehehe...
Mule2 rase frust y teramt... tp lame2... xpelah...
maybe ade hkmah dsebalik sume nie...
Pastu bile nk masuk form 5... time tu lah dok peng kpala... Apa nk jd sek sok nie??
Nak jd doktor?? peguam?? accountant?? atau pn ustaz?? hahaha...
Pastu aku pn p la amik 14 subjek... sbb xtau nk amik mende kan... hahaha...
Kighe sek sok bleh r pk nk jd ape....
Pastu tup2 lpas SPM... isilah UPU... mase tu xde terdtik pn nk mtak arktek...
Sbb mase form 5 tu.. aku mnat giler ng prinsip akaun... wlaupn memeningkan... tp aku suke...
then aku pn decide r nk amik akaun bile kat u...
Tp mase isi UPU... mak ak suh ltak arktek... heee.. jd dgn aku nie xde lukisan sumie tu...
xamik time SPM... jd ak mcm berhrap r agar xdpt arktek tu...
sbb aku ltak arktek uia mule2... 2nd ak ltak ekonomi...
tp tgk2 aku dpt arktek... mule2 ak mcm nk test r... bleh bwak ke x...
Skali ak rase xmasuk r arktek ng jiwa aku nie...
stiap kali wat projek.. mesti mcm mlas... n mesti ak xfokus... huhuhu...
xtau knapa... maybe sbb bnd nie terlalu sbjektif... sjare jujur.... mcm not fair...
bcoz ade kwn2 y ade bakat dlm mlukis... off course r diorg y slalu mantapkan...
Jd aku mcm xbrape suke r... sbb gitu r... xsemestinye ak bersggh2 pn...
kalau lukisan ak bruk... ttap jgak xbrape... aku dah usaha...
tp bg ak... bile dah kat u nie... adalh mase utk kite to be more r...
not the time to start sumthg... u nie... bkan lg tmpt kite nk stat from bottom....
Jd bile ak amik arktek... then I felt that I can't go more...
So.. ak tkar r kos... aku amik ekonomi plak...
if we failed... just try.. n try again...
'Jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah....' -nasihat nabi Ya'kub kpd anak2nya...
Alhamdulillah... bile tkar kos nie... wlaupn ade subjek y ak xleh buat...
ak trime seadanye... sbb dah bile kite buat keje y kite suke...
kalau ape2 dtg pn... kite msti face it wth full hearted.... I'Allah...
wlaupn aku nie dah tue... sbb dok blaja je keje...
tp aku rase berbaloi... pglmn aku dok 6 thn di skolah menegh...
tlah mnjdkan ape aku skrg nie...
n wlaupn aku br 1st year in doing my degree... I feel cool... honestly speakng...
Aku trime... sgala2nye ade hkmah....
N skrang org dok pk pasal kawen r... awek r...
bg aku... it s not fault to thnk about tht bcoz we r big already...
We can thnk e best 4 ourslves....
But.. for me.. it's not the right time to thnk about it...
There r a lot of others thgs... that we've to emphasize more...
Parents... Family... Frens.. Study.... Home... n definitely our religion itself...
Jd xperlu r kite tmbh lg tggjwab.... klau tggjwab y len nie kite buat cikai2 je...
Just think sumthg very deeply... n again... n again...
Don't just thnk for urself... but u've to thnk e people around u....
If we take sumthg n overload ourselves... we've to answer every sngle thg to God in hereafter...
Buatlah sket2.... Xpe lame pn... sbb dunia nie akn hlg.... So just take ur time...
Dun thnk to grab everythg, then... like a quote said...
'YANG DIKEJAR TAK DAPAT... Y DIKENDONG BERCICIRAN...'
Pk baik2....
eyh.. mane pilot adib nie... hahaha....
N lastly... wlaupn aku xdpt jd pilot....
n I dodn't get what i want... bcoz of my prents....
I feel so worth... bcoz... nothg to compare... when we sacrifice sumthg...
bcoz of our parents....
Mmg r.. mule2 rase soooooooooooo dissapointed....
tp xpe..... I'Allah pglmn y mgajar kite....
We live in world that there are a lot of thgs live there....
So... sumtime... we meet with sumthg that we love...
but sumtimes not... bcoz this is world....
Sgghnye... Ngara akhirat itu lah destinasi hakiki kite....
Serius... dlu aku mmg nk jd pilot...
mmg boleh dkatakn aku nie mmg mnat giler...
dlu ak slalu tgk citer2 pilot nie...
kalau dlm national geography plak... aku slau tgk y air crash tu...
Bile nek kpal terbg... bile si pramugari masuk dlm cockpit... aku msti intai sket..
hahhaa... nak ckp betapa mnatnye nk jd pilot...
tp bile parent xbg... mule2 tu mcm lost jgak r...
mtak medik msr... dpt medik mesr... tibe2 nk pg dah...
aku pn cancel... pastu nk amik tu la... amik nie r...
sbb mcm rase kecewa y amat....
tp lame2... aku mgerti r... bkan sume bnd kite akn dpt...
kdg2 kite dpt ape y kite nak...
kdg2 kite dpt ape y kite xnk...
Pape pn... tiade pnyesln dlm berkrban utk ibu bapa....
I'Allah.........
arrrgghhh... aku xleh tgk bnd nie... rase mcm nk p seludup masuk je... heeee....
Slamat hr Jumaat na.... pejam celik.. pjam celik... dah hr jumaat...
Kjap je kan... hehe... ari nie I'Allah nk blaja sket2 ng mak aku....
Nak masak ikan bakor... n maybe sotong masak singgang... heee...
Adik aku mnat bebeno nah mkan sotong masak camnie....
Ok... hr Jumaat cam ginie... aku nk bercoret sket r....
Psal kisah aku kcik2 smpai la umur dah tue nie...
Kisah nye berkisar psal cite2 ku... heee...
Ape sbenanye y aku nak jd time aku besar2 sek sok...
n ape y aku alami skrg nie... xpernh ak terpkir pn...
Dlu cde dlm dictionary aku.. acountg... ape bnd tuh...
xtau bnd pn... heee... igtkan org y jd kndg kude... hahaha....
Seigt ak... mase kecik2... mase tu xslap drjah satu...
Biase r.. kan ade sesi kenal2... pastu siap ade malu2 ag dok knal2 kan dri... haha...
Mase tu ak igt ag... rmai r org nk jd doktorlah... engineerlah... posmenlah... heee..
tp kalau xslap... rmailah y nk jd ckgu... tp aku xnk...
sbbnye mak n ayah aku ckgu... n diorg garang giler kowt... heee...
Jd ak xsuke jd ckgu... kuikuikui...
Pastu mase tu xttp r nk jd ape... kjap bile tgk ckgu ade jamuan mkan bes2...
owh jd nk jd ckgu... Pastu skali tgk dlm tv org tu jd business man... nk jd busnss man jgak...
Pastu ade hero2 hndustan y jd doktor... owh nk jd doktor jgak...
Pastu tgk citer X-files... owh nk jd mcm si Mulder tu... forensik...
Hbs sume nk jd... mcmlah dri nie pelbagai kan.... heeee...
Pastu skali tuh... adela time darjah due xslap ak...
Tertgk r kat langit.. nmpak lah si besi terbang... Superman.. jd nk jd superman... hahaha..
xde r gurau je.. Mase tu tertgk r kapal terbg... Then mase tu terdtik...
Best jgak kalau dpt jd pilot... wow.... Mase tu byklah angan2 nye...
Ckap omputehla... tp xmcm org puteh bunyinye... hahaha...
Tup2... jdlah bsar... dah form 4... Mase nie masih lg bercter2 nk jd pilot...
Aku igt ag... stiap kali ade artkel psal kpal terbg... owh aku keratlah...
Pastu siap tau ag boeing nielah... boeing tu lah...
Kwan2 ak dok tgk kete.. ak plak dok mgelamn pasal kapal terbg je...
Siap ak tny abg kwan ak ag.... cane nk jd pilot...
Pastu die siap nk bg tip2 ag... sbb abg kwan ak nie pilot...
Die siap nk tlg ak lg... Skaaaaliiii...
Mak n bapak ak xbg... Xbg die bkan boleh di negotiate lg...
tp mak ak trus ckp... 'Xleh2 naty jtuh kapal terbg tu br tau...'
Bpak ak plak... 'xleh2 naty asyik tgk pramugari y pkai skirt xckup kain...' hehehe...
Mule2 rase frust y teramt... tp lame2... xpelah...
maybe ade hkmah dsebalik sume nie...
Pastu bile nk masuk form 5... time tu lah dok peng kpala... Apa nk jd sek sok nie??
Nak jd doktor?? peguam?? accountant?? atau pn ustaz?? hahaha...
Pastu aku pn p la amik 14 subjek... sbb xtau nk amik mende kan... hahaha...
Kighe sek sok bleh r pk nk jd ape....
Pastu tup2 lpas SPM... isilah UPU... mase tu xde terdtik pn nk mtak arktek...
Sbb mase form 5 tu.. aku mnat giler ng prinsip akaun... wlaupn memeningkan... tp aku suke...
then aku pn decide r nk amik akaun bile kat u...
Tp mase isi UPU... mak ak suh ltak arktek... heee.. jd dgn aku nie xde lukisan sumie tu...
xamik time SPM... jd ak mcm berhrap r agar xdpt arktek tu...
sbb aku ltak arktek uia mule2... 2nd ak ltak ekonomi...
tp tgk2 aku dpt arktek... mule2 ak mcm nk test r... bleh bwak ke x...
Skali ak rase xmasuk r arktek ng jiwa aku nie...
stiap kali wat projek.. mesti mcm mlas... n mesti ak xfokus... huhuhu...
xtau knapa... maybe sbb bnd nie terlalu sbjektif... sjare jujur.... mcm not fair...
bcoz ade kwn2 y ade bakat dlm mlukis... off course r diorg y slalu mantapkan...
Jd aku mcm xbrape suke r... sbb gitu r... xsemestinye ak bersggh2 pn...
kalau lukisan ak bruk... ttap jgak xbrape... aku dah usaha...
tp bg ak... bile dah kat u nie... adalh mase utk kite to be more r...
not the time to start sumthg... u nie... bkan lg tmpt kite nk stat from bottom....
Jd bile ak amik arktek... then I felt that I can't go more...
So.. ak tkar r kos... aku amik ekonomi plak...
if we failed... just try.. n try again...'Jgnlah kamu berputus asa dr rahmat Allah....' -nasihat nabi Ya'kub kpd anak2nya...
Alhamdulillah... bile tkar kos nie... wlaupn ade subjek y ak xleh buat...
ak trime seadanye... sbb dah bile kite buat keje y kite suke...
kalau ape2 dtg pn... kite msti face it wth full hearted.... I'Allah...
wlaupn aku nie dah tue... sbb dok blaja je keje...
tp aku rase berbaloi... pglmn aku dok 6 thn di skolah menegh...
tlah mnjdkan ape aku skrg nie...
n wlaupn aku br 1st year in doing my degree... I feel cool... honestly speakng...
Aku trime... sgala2nye ade hkmah....
N skrang org dok pk pasal kawen r... awek r...
bg aku... it s not fault to thnk about tht bcoz we r big already...
We can thnk e best 4 ourslves....
But.. for me.. it's not the right time to thnk about it...
There r a lot of others thgs... that we've to emphasize more...
Parents... Family... Frens.. Study.... Home... n definitely our religion itself...
Jd xperlu r kite tmbh lg tggjwab.... klau tggjwab y len nie kite buat cikai2 je...
Just think sumthg very deeply... n again... n again...
Don't just thnk for urself... but u've to thnk e people around u....
If we take sumthg n overload ourselves... we've to answer every sngle thg to God in hereafter...
Buatlah sket2.... Xpe lame pn... sbb dunia nie akn hlg.... So just take ur time...
Dun thnk to grab everythg, then... like a quote said...
'YANG DIKEJAR TAK DAPAT... Y DIKENDONG BERCICIRAN...'
Pk baik2....
eyh.. mane pilot adib nie... hahaha....N lastly... wlaupn aku xdpt jd pilot....
n I dodn't get what i want... bcoz of my prents....
I feel so worth... bcoz... nothg to compare... when we sacrifice sumthg...
bcoz of our parents....
Mmg r.. mule2 rase soooooooooooo dissapointed....
tp xpe..... I'Allah pglmn y mgajar kite....
We live in world that there are a lot of thgs live there....
So... sumtime... we meet with sumthg that we love...
but sumtimes not... bcoz this is world....
Sgghnye... Ngara akhirat itu lah destinasi hakiki kite....
Serius... dlu aku mmg nk jd pilot...
mmg boleh dkatakn aku nie mmg mnat giler...
dlu ak slalu tgk citer2 pilot nie...
kalau dlm national geography plak... aku slau tgk y air crash tu...
Bile nek kpal terbg... bile si pramugari masuk dlm cockpit... aku msti intai sket..
hahhaa... nak ckp betapa mnatnye nk jd pilot...
tp bile parent xbg... mule2 tu mcm lost jgak r...
mtak medik msr... dpt medik mesr... tibe2 nk pg dah...
aku pn cancel... pastu nk amik tu la... amik nie r...
sbb mcm rase kecewa y amat....
tp lame2... aku mgerti r... bkan sume bnd kite akn dpt...
kdg2 kite dpt ape y kite nak...
kdg2 kite dpt ape y kite xnk...
Pape pn... tiade pnyesln dlm berkrban utk ibu bapa....
I'Allah.........
arrrgghhh... aku xleh tgk bnd nie... rase mcm nk p seludup masuk je... heeee....
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