Syahadah Terakhir.....

Along tau.....
sume org hepi...
bla dpt tau.......
result spm along 12 a1....
wah....
bgga nye rase...
ye r...
anak sulong....
n cucu sulong....

along hepi sgt...
pastu aplly byk2...
along hrp...
along dpt p wat medik...
kat oversea...
uk...
xpn us...
sape xsuke kan...

tp....
abah xsuke sgt....
along tau...
nie sbb along xnk...
smbg kat timur tgh...
dlm bdang agama...

abah kecewa ng along...
sbb skolah agame...
tp along ttap cari dunie...
along da explain kat abah...
tp abah xnk dgr...
abah ckp....
' u r so dissaponting me....'
dpan adik2....
n mak...
along diam je...

pastu...
mase wat majlis kesyukuran....
abah xdok pn tpi along....
abah lyan org... gitu2 je...
mak asyik pndg je muke along.....
tp along xksah...
sbb along sayang abah...

malam tu....
along tgur abah....
'abah ok x??'
abah wat2 tgk tv...
wat2 xdgr ape along ckp...
pastu...
abah xckp ng along...
smpai hr along nk bertolak...
ke uk...
tu pn...
sbb nenek pujuk...

abah just ckp....
' i hope that u r always hold....
with religion knowledge....
with al-quran n sunnah....'
'if u left these two teachings...
im the person who r very2 dissapointed in this world...'
along nangis...
bla abah ckp camtu...

along tau...
abah xnk hntr along p airport....
along ng sedara mara tggu kat sane....
ttapi...
kluarge along xde sorg pn dtg...
abah... ummi..
angah...
achik...
n adik...

bla along tny atuk...
atuk kate diorg otw...
tapi along dpt tau....
atuk tipu...
stengh jam sbelum flight berlpas....
along call...
berpuluh2 kali along call....
tp....
mak agkat bla y terakhir....
along tny mak....
'knape xdtg??'
mak nangis...
'abah xkasi....'

along pujuk mak...
'mak dtg eyh... stengah jam ag.... still sempat...'
tba2 line putus....
along tau...
mesti abah y ptuskan....

pastu... along tggu...
tggu...
tggu...
tggu..
tp famili along xdtg....
atuk n nenek wat2 ceria...
mase nk blepas....
sume org suke.... sdey pn sbb nk berpsah...
tp along....
speechless....

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mase smpai uk....
along call rmah....
tp still org xagkat....
along tkad...
nak blaja sggh2...

nilah jihad along...
mase kat situ....
along slalu jmat...
sbb xdpt support dr famili....
tp xpe.... along berusaha....
utk berjmat...
kdg2...
smggu straight along puase...
nk jmat duit...

pastu...
stress blaja medik...
sbb susah...
tp...
abah xpernah pn call along...
bla along call....
xde org jwb....
along mtak maaf...
sbb along xblik...
sbb duit xde....

along igt ag....
mase tu da nk hbs blaja....
pastu ade byk yuran kna byr....
along xde duit sgt....
jd along call atuk...
mtak tlg pujuk ayah....
masukkn duit...
dlm 1000 euro....
kighe2 rm 3500....

Along tggu2...
tp duit still xmsk...
along pn decide... nk keje...
mase tu keje...
kat ladang....
pastu mase rhat...
along nk smayg...
pastu bos mrah along....
die ludah ats muke.....
die suh plih....
nk rhat atau potg gaji....
die xbg solat...
tp along da janji ng abah....
biar r kna ludah....
syg along kat abah...
mlebihi sgala2nye....

pastu...
bla da nk grad....
kawn2 wat parti...
along tau parti tu 'barat' sket...
tp along jg...
just dtg...
skadar perjmpaan terakhir....
pastu kwn2 masuk gmbr2 dlm fb....

skali...
abah dpt tgk....
pg esk...
along dpt email....
dr abah...

tp....
agak sdey....
bla email tu tertulis....
'im so dissaponted of u....'
along call abah....
nk explain....
tp....
da xde hrpn....

mase nk grad....
along adelah plaja terbaik dr malysia...
jd...
parent di jmput p k uk....
tp....
along xnmpak pn ummi abah...
mase along kna bg speech....
along xleh ckp....
alonglah satu2nye y senyap...
time berdri kat dpan tu....

along sdey....
sbb famili xpernah amik tau...
pasal along.....
smase 5 tahn kat uk....
mase along kna maki ng lctrr.....
xde sorg pn kat tpi along....
y ade kwn je....
kwn slalu suh sbar...
smase along sakit....
xde org nk amik tau...
walaupn kwn2 da emailkn kat abah.....
org lain dpt result....
sume suke...
tp along....
dpt 4 flat pn...
along xsuke pn....
sbb rase bnd nie....
da xbergune....

tp... along xksah....
mase kat uk...
along slalu doa kat abah n ummi....
n adik2...
along doa...
biar abah maafkn along....
dpt trime along balik.......

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pastu.... along balik mlaysia....
dpt keje kat kl....
along slalu balik kmpg....
jmpe abah....
ummi....
n adik2...
tp....
abah still xckp ng along....

bla time raye....
along bli sume keperluan raye....
tp abah xsentuh pn....
ape y along bli kat abah...
ummi slalu pujuk abah....
tp...
abah ckp....
'anak aku xde y buat2 bnd tuhan marah....'

along tau....
abah still marah pasal pasti tu...
along ckp kat abah....
tp abah xcaye....

suatu pg....
along dgr abah batuk...
kuat sgt2...
xhenti2...
along nk cek...
abah tempis tgn along...

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pastu...
abah kna masuk dlm wad...
sbb sakit cancer....
muke abah da stat pucat....

mase tu....
along r doktor abah....
along tau...
abah xsuke....
abah slalu jatuhkn maknn y nurse bg.....
bla along masuk bilik abah....
abah mrah sgt2....

smpai satu ktika...
along tau...
hayat abah dh xlame....
along slalu amik ummi n adik2....
lawat abah....
biar abah suke....

mulai hr tu....
along xmsk da blik tu....
sbb xnk abah stress...
along suh doktor lain cek abah....

tp....
along tgk ikut luar....
abah xsenyum gak....
walaupn famili ade....
along takut sgt....
kehilangn abah.....
tiap2 mlm....
mase abah tdo...
along slalu p tpi abh...
along bace yasin....
along cium dahi n pipi abah...
along slimutkan abah...

bla abah mgigau....
along dok lyn abah....
n along terharu....
mlm terakhir tu....
abah pggl name along....
along pluk abah...
along saaaaaayyyyaanng abah....

pastu....
jgkaan along tpat...
pd tarikh tu....
abah akn kembali ke Rahmatullah....
along dok kat luar je....
sbb along sdey sgt...
sbb along....
abah jd mcm nie...

along nangis kat luar...
bla tgk ayah nazak....
along rebah....
bla tgk dada abah trun naik...
along tahu...
walaupn sakit...
abah sakit lg...
bla d sakiti oleh ank sdr....

Ummi n adik2 dok sbelah abah...
tp...
abah smakin nazak....
along da xleh trime...
ramai org ajar abah mngucap....
tp abah xleh bace....
along nangis....
ramai kawn2 along...
berdiri kat sbelah along...

pastu tbe2.....
abah pggl name along kuat2....
along dgr...
kawan2 suh along masuk...
along trus masuk....
along tgk abah da nazak sgt....

pastu....
along..
...............
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along bckan syahadah utk abah....
agar abah buleh ikut....
n abah dpt ikut....
abah bc pelan2...
lpas tu....
abah pg buat slame2nye.......
along n famili xleh thn sdey....
ktorg nangis.... along peluk ummi....
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abah, along tahu along salah....
along saaaayyyaaannnggg abah..... abah xpernah wat slah ng along....
tp maafkan lah along.... along ank derhaka.....
along bertime kasih kat Allah....
krn...
dlm hidup abah.....
abah xpernh ikut ckp along....
mlainkn....
ktike syahadah terakhir abah.....
Along sayang abah........

dad.. always loves his kids....
always care for his kids....
whatever difficult to care his kids....
dad is never give up....
to take care his kids....
there is no love.... such a dad's love....
there is no place....
for dad..... except.....
in heaven.....
none can replace dad....
ever......
how ever suck he is....
he still our dad.....
ever.....

i luv u dad...... so much....